Regret: A Nightmare

            There is this feeling that you just want everything to be an awful nightmare. Then, all you want is to wake up from that nightmare. Lastly, you wish that everything will go away. This is, for me, one great definition of regret.

            One thing I regret is being a girl with the tinniest confidence. That is for me, the most thing I really regret. Being there in front of people and then here are my knees trembling and my words stammering whenever I speak. I hate that kind of me. I who do not believe in myself that I can do something. I who knows nothing but to think negatively.

            There is one experience that I report a certain topic in front of the class. Then, there I went in front and stammer in my words. I felt so nervous that I forgot my report. My whole report on where my grade depends on in that particular subject. I hate myself at that point. The worst part is I was embarrassed in front of my classmates and my teacher. I was very disappointed and ashamed of myself at that point.

            One way, I think so that will never happen again is to master my report. My mistake there is not only my lack of confidence but also not mastering my report. Another way is to avoid being nervous. Once you get nervous, it goes on until you totally forget the thing you will do, in my case, my report. Another way is to practice self-confidence. I think a way to gain confidence is to practice to be in front of people. A way to solve your problem is to face the problem itself.