I am Special

                Being special is not being out of place. It is not being isolated. Being different, maybe. Being special for me is being unique from other people. Being special is having this particular skill that is unusual from other people.

            Me, myself I believe that I am special. That is, aside from having a unique finger print. As what I have said, being special is not being the only person in the world that can do a particular thing. I am special because I have a specific skill. If I am determined enough to do something, I can do it. But being my ‘determined self’ is not easy to attain. I could be determined if someone treat me so small and said that I could not do something. In that way I feel so little of myself. I feel like a baby that could not do something but cry to her mom and ask for milk. And I know I am not that kind of person so in able to prove that I am not that person I will do it with my all best. I could also be determined if someone encourage me and show me consequences that I will experience if I did not do my work. This way I do my best to accomplish those tasks the same way not to fall into the consequences.

            Being very productive in the last minute also makes me special. Even though I am in cramming, I still can do the same things and sometimes those same things but better. I think pressure is effective for me in accomplishing things unlike other people.

            I can also say I am special or different in the way I am reading novels. Sometimes I am very hooked up with the scene that I forgot everything else. I forget that I am only reading a novel not in the novel itself. Although, that happens to other novel lovers too, I still think that is a special skill. Another unique thing that I do when it comes to reading, I don’t forget to write a quote in the novel that I find very interesting. 

            I believe that every organism in this world is special. The dogs, cats, snakes, rats and even plants are special. If these creature I mentioned are all special so why not humans? Every man in this world is special in their every own ways. Even identical twins are unique from each other. What makes us special? Being ourselves is.